well i have and have always. this feeling stays in my heart as long as i know since the abandonment from my parents.i truly want to be loved . whenever i like a guy its always one sided i truly believe smtg is soo wrg with me tht pple find hard to love me .i only have been in relationship once and ik tht guy used me to get over his ex ... i was jst a substitute. i jst want to be loved by another gender.what is soo wrg with me is it my face my body my personality? my frds can get easily in relationship while i cant i feel so unloveable tht it makes me feel sick it hurts like u know the ache in ur heart like tht.i jst truly want to be loved .i may sound like attention seeker but trust me i am not i am actually a quiet girl or atleast thts what most people say. if i cant be loved i jst wish the feeling of wanting to be loved will go away. i jst want to be loved or some1 whom i can vent.